I’m always excited and nervous before the first meeting, it’s the unknown. This first meeting was even more special because I was going to submit myself to something I had only seen in pictures and viewed with immense curiosity.
I have always said you can’t say you don’t like something unless you have tried it. I drove two hours for this new experience, and I must tell you it was well worth it.

Two hours building the levels of anticipation. As I turned into the suburban dress circle before your road I noted the view across the harbour. It seemed to bring a sense of calm. And moments later I pulled up in front of your house with the confidence of someone who had been here before.

I heard you run down the stairs moments after I knocked. I was admiring the harbour again through the neighbouring houses as you opened the door and turned to be greeted by your boyish grin. Thank goodness – you matched the personality of our conversations.

You drew me inside and kissed me gently trying hard not to ruin my carefully applied lipstick, bless, it didn’t work, my blush lips were a little smudged. With a smirk, you took me by the hand and led me up the stairs, to the kitchen. I removed my coat and hung it over the back of your dining chair. “Well if I’m going to ruin it, I better do it good & proper”, you said taking my chin in your hand and planting a good old fashion passionate kiss. “Coffee?” you asked. “Please!” I replied. While the jug was boiling, you retrieved a face cloth and we wiped the remaining makeup from our lips. “I have something I want to show you before we have our coffee”, you said taking my hand and guiding me through your home to your bedroom. Through the doorway, I could see all sorts of interesting paraphernalia strategically placed on the bed and side tables. You watched for my reaction. I drew a breath “ok” I said as I exhaled. You smiled “I just want to show you, so you can think about it while we drink our coffee,” you said as you led me back to the kitchen to finish making our drinks. We sat for a bit, chatting, drinking our coffee, a few kisses, lots of touching and stroking and we also set the boundaries for today’s play. Everything was clear and consensual.

It was time. You gently took my hand again kissing it, making your way up my arm to my lips “let’s go” you whispered into my ear. We made our way back to your bedroom. I removed my shorts and now displayed my naked pussy, I probably should have taken my shirt off, but I think we were too excited to get started. If I had I would have stood in front of you in my crotch-less bow covered fishnet stockings and matching black lacy bra. Smiling you positioned me on my back, on the bed with my hips resting on a giant velvet covered foam wedge and proceeded to cuff my ankles and attached to a restraint (I’m not sure whether it was the chains attached to the corners of your bed or the spreader bar). Just before you left my feet, you quietly played with my clit, smiling as I suck a breath in. Coming to the head of the bed, gently taking my hand, you wrapped my wrist with a cuff and attached it to the chain that came from under the bed. You did the same on the other side. Then you covered my eyes with a soft shaped blindfold. I could hear your movements and then sense when you were closer. My shirt and bra were going to inhibit play, lifting my shoulders as best I could you removed them. There I was completely at your mercy. I couldn’t see your reaction, I don’t know if you liked what you saw, I guess you did.

Occasionally stealing kisses as you teased my body and senses. Starting with the feather flogger, watching for my reaction, I particularly liked that on my pussy. Then the pinwheel, tracing patterns lightly over my entire body, I quite liked that too. Chains, leather, feathers, hands, and the release of a very deep primal growl as the paddle stung against my skin, no pain just lots of sensations. Dildos and vibrators, my reprieve came when you changed your toy. My senses and brain completely overloaded and euphoric at the same time. I remember being almost entranced, my clit focused on the speed increasing, wanting more, trying desperately to push up to meet the pressure you were placing, and suddenly becoming aware that my hands were clenched, wrists pulling against the restraints and feeling the gush of juices erupting from my pussy. I think you were rather pleased with yourself. I totally lost all sense of time. We tried more toys and made more mess. I did warn you before we started that this might happen. I can only smile at the thought.

Time to change the position. Wrist and ankle cuffs unhooked. Time to stretch those hips. Heels removed. Upon my knees you instruct. Placing my arms around my back and tethering them with a new contraption, I become your guinea pig of pleasure. Without my arms, I rely on you to maintain my balance. You stand on the bed, holding my shoulders as you present your cock, and like a good sub I take it all in my mouth. I suck and taste and tease. I can see by your face and your body’s reaction, its taking everything you have, to maintain control, you don’t want this to end too soon. “Stop” you command. I let go “good girl” you growl under your breath. "You like sucking cock, don't you?", you noted as grazed your fingers over my clit, "Mmmm so wet". You lay back on the velvet wedge, my opportunity to ride you, ooh I nearly made you come again. Such control you have. I let you go and you reposition me laying face down on the velvet wedge with the wide end against my hips and stomach. Unrestrained but not going anywhere either. More toys, more teasing, and more mess. And you fucked me hard too. I lost count how many times I came. The hours had flown, it was time to start slowing down. We lay opposite each other chatting, lost in the moment you distract yourself with my nipples " Mmmm, I am listening" you said with a mouth full". Checking the time, we had half an hour left. “One last play for the day”, you said and you placed my legs up your body, ankles by your ears. Ramming your cock inside you pounded my pussy, harder, faster and deeper until we exploded for the last time together.

Showered, coffee made and date debriefed. Time to make my way home, reluctantly kisses and goodbyes. Relinquishing control is the most empowering thing I have ever done. Thank you for being an amazing host and play partner. Now I know for sure, this is my dark side. I can’t wait to play with you again.