I am not a very reckless person on a day to day basis. I am normally pretty careful and level headed. When my emotions get pulled to one extreme I become very chaotic.

Last night the man I am head over heels for deleted me from some platform for the 6th time I'm the past few weeks.
I decided to follow the old analogy of getting over someone by getting under someone new/else. So I headed to tinder.

If anyone knows me they are aware I have a certain taste. Older men for one and if they are educated and articulate I am a goner.

I matched with a man we will call Carlo ( why? I dunno) 53 dark features very distinguished looking and handsome.
His profile didn't give much away just that he was articulate and could express himself.

We started chatting through the evening and he questioned me about myself and my looks. I don't have a photo on my tinder for a lot of reasons and if you have been through my profile you will see why.
I told him where I was from and my ethnicity and that seemed to set him off.

He would later say he sees enough white skin when he's looking at himself that being able to touch and be close to a beautiful brown woman is very exotic for him.

He told me he was English and had been here so long that his accent was a bit muddled but if I wanted to hear it we could change platforms. We decided to switch to whatsapp. He was sitting in the lobby of his hotel and began sending me voice clips. When I tell you I was an instant puddle I literally could of melted off my chair.

An amazing graspe of the English language and a deep and raspy voice met my ears. People often times underestimate the power of a voice. For me it's the easiest way to set my body on fire. Words are great but hearing someone speak,  breath,  swallow or lick their lips sends me over the edge most times.

We continued to chat and I sent him some photos.  Somehow he did not think I was being truthful in my description and was at a loss for words once I started sending photos through.

He told me he was only here for the night and flying back to Auckland the next day and had early meetings. Suggested we could keep talking and remain friends and on his next trip down meet for a coffee or something.

At this time I am laying in bed. Showered and tucked in knowing I have to go into the office tomorrow. My hand has been absent mindedly touching myself the entire conversation. Me being my cheeky self I said "sigh i guess I'd better behave knowing you have early meetings because I'd love to come there and get a spanking " laughing at myself because my plan as always was to fuck myself to sleep.

Little did I know he was about to call my bluff. The next 5 audio messages sent me spinning. He wasted no time and said "if you want to come and get spanked here is my hotel , room number and let me know if you want me to meet you in the lobby I am just in the bath" quickly followed by telling me we could also just wait until next time.

Panicking with my want and cautious mind I phoned a friend so to speak for advice. Her words "It's a nice hotel. He is smoking hot.. that voice" thats all the reminder I needed. He had one request If I had a USB charger block if I could bring it because the hotel didn't have one in his room.

Flying around my room looking for a charger block because I hate to disappoint.  Trying to decide what to wear and how much effort I'm going to put into quick make up and hair my head was all over the place. Am I really doing this , is this safe , bitch go back to bed ha ha.
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After some quick mental wrestling I am down the stairs and in an Uber. This whole time he is sending audio messages and I can see the face of my Uber driver wondering what is going on. That's how most my Uber rides go anyway lol.

We pull up outside a hotel I've never been to before. It's a very popular one and very pretty. He tells me what door to go into and how to find the lift I ask if he's dressed to come down and he says no but he can if I want him to. I decide waiting on the lobby makes me look too suspicious so I'm going to just go up.

Here i am standing outside the hotel room 1001 thoughts going through my mind. I can hear girls giggling in the next room and decide in need to knock now or if they come out of their room it will look exactly as it is based on my attire and the time of night.  So I knock.

He opens the door with a grin and a towel.

I walk into the room and it's dark except for the light coming from the TV. He isn't tall maybe about 5'6 or so. He closes the door and leans in for a hug. His next words cause me to clench my thighs tighter than I ever have.

" take off my towel and take my cock into your hand and use the other one to massage my balls"
He didn't have to tell me twice. I dropped my purse and mask and while still in a sort of hug removed his towel and took hold of his cock. There is no better surprise when you meet a man with a great cock. Just above average and thick. He could see the surprise on my face as i gently began to stroke his cock.

"Good girl"

I can feel him getting hard and his deep groans right in my ear telling me how good it feels. He stops me and asks me if I want to sit or lay down what would I prefer.
I decide to sit it's the best position for him if he wants full view and advantage of my mouth and breasts. He sits on the end of the bed and pulls the arm chair in front of him. I've decided on a sort of lacey leopard print top and black pants. He reaches into my top to release my breasts.
He stares at them for a moment and begun to squeeze them.
Touching all areas of  exposed skin and every so often pinching my nipples.

He sits me down and stands in front of me and asks me to suck his cock. He is soft now so my instinct is to use my hands to get a nice grip. He moves my hands away and says " No hands on my cock just use your mouth, I want your hands feeling my body " So for the first time in a long time i do what I'm told. Both hands running up and down his thighs and ass I start by taking his entire length in my mouth.
Sucking and swirling my tongue around the tip. His fingers are in my hair and I can feel him getting hard in my mouth.
This causes me to moan. My hungry mouth wanting more and more of him. Squeezing his ass and pulling him deeper into my mouth. I know once he's completely hard I won't be able to take him all. I am trying though.  Drool dripping down my chin and while he's very hard and circumcised the skin along his shaft is so soft and moving with my mouth.

He pulled his cock from my mouth leaving a string of spit to drip down to my tits. Almost an instant frown forms on my lips and he just reassures me.

"Don't worry baby girl you aren't done yet"

He lays down on the end of the bed and motions for me to continue. I lean forward and put him back in my mouth. No hands. He doesn't want me to move too far away and he puts his left leg over my shoulder. Keeping me close. I can feel the heel of his foot pulling me in closer helping me take more of his length in my mouth. I can feel the slight gag each time he nudges deeper and deeper. We make eye contact and he touches the side of my face mouth full and tells me I'm a beautiful girl and smiles.
I am putty in this man's hands  or between his thighs.

He drops the leg that's been holding me close and stand back up not letting me take his cock out of my mouth. He tells me to lean back and he takes his cock in his hands from my mouth and says here's some precum. His cock releases clear drops all over my breasts. Using his tip he smears it around and then sits back down.

While we both catch our breath he asks me " did you message your friend to make sure she knew you were okay ?"
The bar is low when that basic consideration makes me swoon. I get up and message her. My peecum covered tits glistening in the light of the TV and a big smirk on my face.

He is laying on the bed watching me. Telling me I'm beautiful , a goddess ,he loves my brown skin and my beautiful smile. Once I've let my friend know I'm alive I walk back towards the bed. Squeezing my breast together while licking his precum off them. He tastes perfect.

I sit back down in the chair and he stands in front of me again only this time I can feel his energy has changed a bit. Almost like his desire has worsened. He puts his leg over my head behind me to rest on the back of the arm chair and pulls my head in.
It doesn't take any words. Taking him back into my mouth remembering no hands and feel his body.

He's using my mouth. Holding me close and thrusting into my mouth. Touching the back of my throat. I am so relaxed I am not even gaging. Drooling and moaning. Clawing at his skin I can't get enough of him. I look up and he's smiling, telling me I'm such a good girl.

Pulling out of my mouth again as I am gasping for air he says to me I can only ask him questions while he's hard.
I giggle and take his cock in my hands and stroke it while i fire off some questions. It's at about this point I remind him to charge his phone before it dies. Which he does.

He comes back over and lays down on the bed. I crawl over to him and take him back in my mouth. Once again no hands and I start to make him hard again. He is laying sideways and takes advantage of being able to feel my ass and slide his hand into my pants. I can feel him pressing his fingers against my damp panties. Making me squirm. He can feel my body react and begins to rub me harder through my panties causing me to grinding my pussy into his fingers chasing my orgasm.

It's almost impossible for me to concentrate on sucking his cock. My mouth is open and spit is dripping onto his cock while I cum hard. Squeezing his hand between my thighs. Looking back at him laughing before I take him back into my mouth.

He tells me that he's not going to fuck me and he doesn't need to cum because it seems fair. I stop sucking and look back at him with slight disappointment.
I crawl off the end of the bed and sit back down in the chair.

Sensing my oncoming sulk he says to me we can always pick this up in Auckland. He is tired and does have early meetings and a flight tomorrow and he's an older man.
We agree to disagree on this arrangement and enjoy a hug and a kiss. He lays back down and once my eye catches his cock again I need it back in my mouth.

Crawling back into the bed I take his soft cock into my mouth with my hands and start sucking it again. He's decided he isn't going to cum but I have other things in mind. This time without a second thought I am taking every inch in my mouth. Gagging and stopping to breath and starting again. Stroking at the same time my hand covered in spit and precum. His fingers gripping my shoulder which tells me if I don't stop he is going to cum.

I don't stop.

My mouth working up and down his wet shaft my hand stroking and caressing his balls each time I reach the base. I can feel them getting tighter and tighter.

" you are going to make me cum"

And I do. Pulling him out of my mouth. Stroking him to completion. Ribbons and ribbons of cum splayed along his stomach and chest. Him telling me not to stop Stroking so I don't.

Once I know he's done I take a deep breath and look at him. His eyes closed catching his breath. My licking my fingers clean as I stand up to put my tits back in my shirt and put my shoes on. I walk back over to him and leaning over give him a kiss. He motions to get up and get the charger block but I tell him he can return it when I'm in Auckland. This makes him chuckle and agree that can be arranged.

Gathering my stuff I leave him laying on the bed spent. Trying to quietly leave the hotel and make it home where I give a debrief to certain people .