So here's everything you all need to know about me. I'm a mum. Those kids, both biological, foster, and those that just ended up mine, somehow, are my world..... Followed immediately by My PolyCule, and My Pack. There is always room for more in My pack, but the PolyCule changes rarely, if ever, so don't expect that acceptance into the pack gives you acceptance into the PolyCule. They are two very different entities.

I'm quite introverted, I'd rather sit in a corner and watch a crowd, and be ignored, then be noticed and caught in it.

I LOVE pet play, and being a pup, it's the most emotionally freeing thing I've ever experienced. I also have a Little side/Brat side that comes out to play at times, and a deeply primal side that's never very far beneath the surface. I very much enjoy light Impact, Wax Play, and especially, I love being bitten... Especially on the neck and shoulders, and breasts. I am owned and collared by Ditori - look him up on here - and consequently, I only play in the same room as my owner/partner.

I am what is termed Demi-Sexual. A Demi-Sexual is a person who does not experience sexual attraction unless they form a strong emotional connection with someone. But Where I do choose to love, I do it with all my heart, my passion, my blood my bones, everything in me, my whole being.

This has to do with me being Neuro-Divergent, I have what used to be termed (in the Dark Ages of my youth) ATD - Autistic Tendencies Disorder - It's an umbrella diagnosis that they used to shove on people they couldn't place in a specific place on the spectrum, but they needed a box to shove them into.

I can often be quite intense, and make people rather uncomfortable.... Also, NRE, with me, ends only with the end of the relationship, while I'm with a person, it never fades.

I like to talk to People, but get very embarrassed, and shy, and back off if it gets too full on too fast. I'm actually pretty shy as well. and compared to a lot of people on here, very inexperienced sexually.

I've only in the last five years started learning about myself.

What I enjoy, what turns me on, what my own sexuality meant, what it was.

I love to read, Sci-Fi fantasy mostly, aside from my Kids, computer, and gaming, it's my favorite thing. I'm kind of a geek. I love playing D&D, would love to play Pathfinder if I could find a game, and I also write a lot. Poetry, some songs, and a few stories.

I love coffee, going to the the beach in the moonlight, going for a quiet walk, coffee, thunderstorms, forests and coffee....Emphasis on the Coffee!!

I'm mostly looking for a few good friends to go out for coffee with, talk to, and most importantly, snuggle!

I have learned, and am still learning, how to be in a poly relationship, and though my understanding of this type of relationship is constantly evolving, I'm definitely willing to continue learning, and I am very happily settled into a still evolving, Amazing Polycule, with people I love with all my heart - though with each one, the dynamic has evolved quite differently.... The love behind it however, is the same.

Primal. Fierce. Encompassing. Absolute.
Uncompromising.

This can be emotionally exhausting, and there are times I need to hide away for a while, and either, spend quiet restorative time with my partner to refill my spoons, or I go non-verbal for a couple of days.

The type of Polyamory we have, that fits me so perfectly, If I had to shove it in a box and label it, is about halfway between Kitchen Table Poly and Lap-Sitting Poly.

If I had to pigeon-hole myself into a box, I'd say, honestly, the most accurate descriptors I can give myself, as to my ideal relationship dynamic, is Mono-Sexual, but Poly-Romantic..... I not only need to know my Metamours, but i need to be given the opportunity to form my own relationship with them, outside of, and separately from, yours, as well as entwined with yours.